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It's been awhile since I've posted a blog entry. Been exhausted as heck and alot of things have been happening so I couldn't go online as much as I used to, but everything's gonna be okay! How depressing that I have to spend my summer doing a project, that's just raw. Evil teachers! Gosh I feel so sick today.

2 days ago was a mood killer for me. Kuchi understands how I feel since she was there and suffering with me lol. Basically we have this cousin who isn't really blood related but it's like her mom is gonna marry my uncle laa-dee-daa ..Anywho, the little cousin who we THOUGHT was all shy, innocent and cute. As soon as she opened her mouth and talks non-stop, I'm thinkin'; holy sh*t! You talk like those "huc gwaiz in south-east london" Lol! ..And DANG she seems to have no respect for older cousins. She hits me and left a friggin' bruise on my knee, Grrr..That little rascal needs to learn some manners. She disrupts my cousin while he was playing Metal Gear Solid and exposing our real names online, I was like "WTF?!!?! Why is she doing this to us??" Ahhh, for some reason I keep thinking it's my fault since it's usually my fault when it comes to bringing out someone's true side lol. But yeah, Kuchi was right when she mentioned that it was odd when her mom came in the room and that girl just suddenly went all quiet again. Hmm ..This girl is really strange, she kept staring at mine + Kuchi's feet. We were lookin' at her weird LOL! She said to me "Your feet are WHITE!! ..Why are there no hairs?" LMAO! This girl is MAD and must have some kind of foot fetish or something, my gawd ..I didn't expect my soon-to-be-cousin to be talkin' like those people who act all gangster and all that. It's not nice at all.

Omdz! This is some freaky sh*t. Okay, Nevermind. LiveJournal wouldn't let me display Flash HTML lol. Anyways~ Pretty much stayed home and watched TV all day. Well, the day isn't over yet since it's only 8PM. Ooh, yesterday was exciting since I was watching Big Brother(again). Jen got evicted! Wooo! But now I feel sorry for Dale because he'll definately miss her like crazy(..waits for viewers to say "Awww" haha, I'm so lame). But WOW! 3 new female housemates are in! There should be double evictions or else this series is gonna last pretty long ..

Currently eating little pieces of oranges(extra) and watching FRIENDS. Everytime I watch it, I never get bored of it. I gotta say though, I was sad when the series finished. Well ..I'm sure alot of people were sad too. Ahh damn, Vampire Knight - First Season is finished. Can't wait til the second season is released.(October 2008)

PooObsession!

Lol! look what I've found on flickr. Credit to: "cutesypoo"! I was just browsing through Yahoo for "Kawaii" stuff, and came across this image. Bahaha! I just thought I'd share it eventhough I shrunk the size because it s t r e t c h e d my blog. A mega large poop. Lol! I love it! Extremely creative, awesome and so adorable. She's so talented! She even made the t-shirt herself. I wonder if she's selling them. Not saying that I wanna buy them ..Okay, maybe I want to. I dunno. Hahaha. People would probably look at me weird for wearing a t-shirt with a picture of a poo with a face. I can just lie and say it's chocolate ice-cream. That was so lame. Actually, I can't lie because it says "cutesypoo" right underneath the picture. I've just noticed. God, I'm slow. Hmm ..The fact that the t-shirt is pink(Oh gosh, I'm still talking about this~) I'd prefer white since it's my favourite color. But like my friend always say, "White isn't a color, it's a shade". Blah blah blah~ I'm not bothered listening to him haha.

Greetings my children! 

Made 2 new friends today on MySpace. Her name is PonPon, we have quite alot in common. The way she acts towards strangers, and isn't afraid to talk to them. Only difference is that she has a spanish accent and I have a typical SE London accent (Is it considered as an accent? Should be ..). Anywho ~ The other new friend is called Sam! (I think ..) Ahaha ..Well it says so in his screen name so I assumed it's his name. If I'm wrong, correct me. That's if you're reading this, Sam(?). Heh ..So yeah, startin' to not want to go to uni next week because I was told to bring documents yet I didn't know what documents specifically ..My teacher just hung up, not my fault (Like what Tango said), by the way, Tango is one of my bestfriends' nickname. You don't care? Screw you! Haha, just kidding. Why bother reading this if the person doesn't care about whatever I say, right? Hmm ..Think I'll just stay home on monday and tuesday. I'm exhausted anyways. And still havn't completed my second sketchbook. I don't think I'm bothered now. Omgosh, I gotta say ..I totally adore my new visual kei skirt, it's like ..the hottest part of an outfit that I've ever owned hehe. Too bad I can't buy that cute top because it's out of stock. I'll just have to stick with my white top with that stripey tie. But I'll be wearing my new arm-warmers that Olivia bought for me. Bless her, she's so sweet.

Hmm ..Didn't do much today. Pretty much spent the whole morning and afternoon on eBay. Browsing through phone accessories and strawberry plushies (Since my previous one got stolen, Grr!). Well, I should control myself and start saving up for my new phone. If I don't start now and end up buying something else. I'll probably never be able to get the phone I wanted. Well, right now the black version is released. I'm still waiting for the white one which I really wanted. So while I wait, I'll save up. Yup! That's the new plan. The phone is pretty pricey though, but worth it. Because it has 2MP camera, videocall, and a map-thingy to guide me through since I get lost all the time, haha. I'm sucha child. Gosh, I woke up this morning and being chased into the bathroom by a fly. That makes me sound so idiotic but I can't help it. Yes, it's true, I don't like insects, and I won't even eat one for £1,000,000. That's just madness for me. I've just cleaned up my DeviantArt submissions. Since I've posted some images that were pretty old and aren't that good. I just kept all my Msn drawings and some paintings that I've entered into the Art Show that I've mentioned about the other day. Ahh~ My mind is literally killing me. Summer holidays is just a week away and I just can't wait til college is over. It's just that I havn't seen my boyfriend in so long. Me and Olivia has already agreed on a double-date but then ..She's single now so I should find her a guy first. Hopefully she'll approve because she's having trouble getting over her ex, poor girl. It'll take time for her heart to heal. Either way, I'm here for you! Don't worry about that rude boy, k?

Yesterday evening was fantastic! Me, my brother and Kuchi went to the Private Art Show and saw many great pieces. I especially liked the miniature house and Calvin's wacky city. Didn't spend much time watching Faiz's group dance video because I was occupied with looking as their awesome t-shirt designs. Anyways, you gotta be there to see the whole thing, it was magnificent! But then, not many people came to see my work, Ahh~ Well I gotta be honest, my work is nothing compared to the rest. Oh yeah! Most of the stuff I've ordered from eBay, are finally here! Woohoo! Just need to order the other half of my new outfit for the next Anime Convention. And then my new phone. Then I'm finished being happy for this year hahaha ..I also went to that SouthBank area yesterday and I met Olivia's friend, Aitch. He's really cool. Poor guy though, he hurt his finger whilst doing tricks with his bmx thingy. Awwww~ Hope he feels better soon, we've been trying to find the nearest hospital for like the last half an hour before I had to go home. And the nearest hospital turned out to be really far ..Damn! My legs were killing me haha, I should've jumped on Olivia to make her carry me. But nahh! That's too evil. Omgosh, 2 days left til it's mine and Teru's 1 month anniversary! Finally! Ahaha, it feels like forever! Can't wait to see him again! Oh! And Alex too! Hehehe ..Need to go shopping and take more pictures! Wait ..I take that back, Nooo~! I look gay in pictures. Now that I think about it, I hope I'm not disturbing my baby too much while he's studying ..I really need to start laying off once in awhile because I generally think I'm annoying him. I doubt he has time to read all this to find out what I've been up to anyways, Or will he ..? I dunno lol. Can't wait to go to the beach this summer! It's gonna be awesome! Olivia told me something about a beach party as well! I wanna go!

I hope I don't get in trouble for not coming into college today. I thought I didn't have to because my teacher said it was optional. Besides, I was extremely tired from the Art Show yesterday haha. Gimme a break, right? No? Shaddup. Just kidding. Anyways, I dunno what to do now. So bored and sleepy. Just finished watching Vampire Knight - Episode 11 + 12. I prefer them being subbed by Shoku-dan, only because the words used, suit more compared to the other subs. And the font style looks super cool! Lol. Gosh, I remember back in the day when I used to listen to nothing else but Jay Chou songs. Ahaha, I wonder what happened to me since then ..I dunno, I guess I just started to explore more and got interested in Japanese and Korean music. Well now I listen to mixed, like English, Japanese, Chinese, Korean ..Urmm ..Is that it? I was hoping to come up with more. Ehehe ..I hope I get to go on holiday this summer, if not then I'm stuck here in London AGAIN..! Aaaahh ..Well ..We'll see what happens.


Dedicated to мy вaвy тeяυ♡
. . I Love You

Oh ..My ..Gosh! Today felt like the longest day EVEЯ..! I felt like I've just been born or something. Anyways, poor Olivia! She didn't get to put her work up for the Art Show because of the stupid teachers. Grr! They're terrible! It's because it has origami isn't it? ISN'T IT?!?!I knew it ..They've always hated origami from the very beginning. Ahh ..This is so unfair for her, she did her very best for her final art piece and I was there to witness it all. Poor girl ..She deserves better! Awww she has been so sweet to me after college. She bought me a pair of arm-warmers from Claire's. And I am definately gonna wear one of them to the next Anime Convention! Brap Brap! We even got a pair of necklaces that says "Friends Forever" Awww! Isn't she sweet or what? Hehehe~ But yeah, she isn't gonna get away with buying me stuff because I'm gonna pay her back tomorrow anyway! And abit of extra money as a "Thank You!". Damn, she gets to finish college early tomorrow, I finish at 4pm or 5pm.Argh! I hope the teachers let us go home early after I put my work up for display. After all, Olivia said she would take me to some place called "SouthBank"? Something like that lol. And it's filled with cool new people to make friends with and hang out! Would be fun! I wanna go! Oh yeah~ The Art Show is from 6pm to 9pm tomorrow. I should go since my teachers are making me go. Oh damn, I've just realized that I have to go to GoldSmith's University to do some kind of 2-day project. I'm just going there for the fun of it, since I barely do anything at home nowadays.

Ewww ..I was watching "Big Brother Live" about 2 days ago, and I saw Lisa popping those pimple/zit thingies (whatever they call it) from Mario's back ahahaha, that sounded so odd, but yeah, you can picture it. Unless you don't want to, you lazy bum. Ahh, I missed out last night's BB since everyone went to sleep so early around 9*something*PM, and they wanted me to sleep at 10 eventhough that was the time when BB starts. Well atleast I get to watch a replay of it today at 6PM on E4. And 7PM on E4+1 Haha (I'm so extra). Oh YAY!BeiBei sent the personalized phone case to me today! Can't wait to get it. Then I have to get a new phone for my 18th birthday and then this will officially be one of the best birthdays ever..! Ahh, I can't wait to hang out with my friends and cousin on my birthday. It's gonna be so fun going to ChinaTown and getting laid. Bahaha! Just kidding. I meant having fun eating in nice restaurants and going shopping! Oh! And taking lots of pictures! Woohoo! "Big Brother 7's Winner - Pete", I saw his MySpace yesterday and he had a picture of himself holding a painting of him, I was curious who the artist was, until he added me. Ahaha! The thing is, I wanted him to do a painting of me as well! And as the gentleman he is, he actually offered to paint me! Now all I need is a good picture and let's not forget ..Money. Not like he's gonna do it for free, let's not keep dreaming folks.

Me and Olivia was hangin' around Lewisham Centre for the fun of it. And we had these really yummy Slush Puppy thingies! I had strawberry flavour and Oh ..My ..God, they taste FAB! I got addicted and it somehow brought out my odd side. Me and Olivia started talking about odd things and sexual stuff and all that nonsense. Whatever those people put inside our Slush Puupies, made us MAD crazy!I want more though, ahaha ..I can't help it ..They were so yummy! And great for summer! I should buy one on my birthday. But then I think they're more expensive in central. Ahh~ I miss holding hands with my two gay daddies!Teru and Alex are totally awesome! If only I can celebrate my birthday with them. Unless we can celebrate it a month early. Haha, I dunno. I don't wanna disrupt them. They could still be in school or something. Which reminds me, next week is my last week! Woohoo! Summer holiday is finally round the corner! I can see the light! Okay, I need to calm down and STFU now haha.

Greetings my lovelys!
I woke up around 8 this morning. Stayed in bed as usual, whilst listening to repetitive music from my phone. Then finally got out of bed at 9:30. Brush teeth, washed up, ate kimchi ramen for breakfast, and now I'm sitting here infront of my PC. I'm thinkin' of buying an eye-patch thingy for my Gloomy Bear, since my next outfit would be based on Visual Kei, I want Gloomy Bear to dress similar to me, since I'll be wearing a face mask lol.
Isn't he adorable? (Original ρıик Version)
Recently, I've been watching the latest Anime, "Special A" and "Vampire Knight". Go on wikipedia if you're curious about the Plot/Story Line, hehe. They're both interesting anime (Well, in my opinion). Summer is just round the corner and I've already bought various summer outfits so I don't need to purchase any more. Unless I've gained alot of weight for the past few weeks (^_^;) ..Hmm ..I'm not sure if I should go to college tomorrow or not. Only because I'm not 100% sure whether the sketchbook work is supposed to be due in tomorrow or wednesday. But then again, I'm not supposed to have college on a tuesday. At the same time, I don't want to get into trouble, Ahh~!

I've just realized that I havn't spoken to Kensou in ages!（´ω｀＊）I hope he's doing well and living healthily. Would be great to invite him and everyone else to central for my 18th birthday, it'll be like a reunion thingy! Urgh~I suddenly have an urge to go to HK ..Thinking of luxury hotels, delicious chinese food + ice-cream since I heard it's really hot over there. And let's not forget, SHOPPING~! (More sticker-collecting for me! (o^∇^o)ﾉ huhuhu~) Omgawd! The annoying girl from college (named IB) has been kicked out of college! (Or is she not?) Grrr ..I remember the first time I met her, she kept trying to get me to go to church with her. I just kept saying I have other plans, Muhahaha~ Well I always have other plans when it comes to Sundays, mainly because I'm either at a relative's home, or gone out with friends. I'm also glad that I don't have to suffer whilst she hugs me and kisses me on the forehead (She could be a lesbian?). *Sigh~ The suffocation of her giving me countless headlocks and killing my lungs with her strong B.O! I remember last time her scent literally blocked my nose! It was terrible! But to be honest, eventhough I disliked her and her guts. I didn't expect to see her leave like that. I think she's still able to get into Uni even after she got kicked out of college. Or ..Maybe not lol. I dunno, it's not like I care. The teachers didn't like her either *ouch*.

It's been weeks since I've seen my boyfriend. I miss him so much and I really don't want to end up as the "clingy" type because last time, I got dumped for being that way. So yeah, I don't wanna scare Teru off like that. I just need to give him space since he needs to study. I've already finished my art project so I have nothing else to do. But it's okay, I'll wait for him. By the time his summer vacation starts, he'll probably be off to HongKong already. I could always see him when he comes back, hehe. He better get me something nice~ (*ゝ∇・) I love kawaii things from HongKong, that's why I wanna go there. Oh great, now I'm babbling about HK again lol.

Ooh, which reminds me. Not sure if any of you watch Big Brother (Some of you may say "Big Brother? That show sucks!") But ah well, that's your opinion lol. It's pretty interesting to be honest! Alexandra got booted out by BB because of the way she intimidates the other house-mates and even attempts to threaten them (To get her so-called "gangster" friends to follow her "instructions") just because she was up for eviction and she knew that the other housemates didn't like her attitude that much, well who does?
And omg, Kathreya(Also known as "Cookie Monster"), is officially my favourite housemate! Not because she's asian. It's because she's so funny to watch and not to forget, she is sooo damn cute! Kat to Win baybeh!


OMGOSH! Look what BeiBei made for me! Isn't it beautiful? I can't wait until it gets here, hehe. It'll look fantastic with my new phone that I'm gonna get for my birthday(k660i). Love you BeiBei! You're so sweet! (She's super talented when it comes to personalizing phone cases, don't you agree?) Well, time to watch "My Wife And Kids"! Haha ..You're probably bored reading this already. Tata~!

I woke up this morning with my hair all over the place. I was having trouble getting up because my legs were still asleep. m(_ _)m All I could hear was a loud buzzing sound. I looked behind my curtain and there was a small fly trying to get out by banging its head against the window. I wondered how it got in, in the first place. Then I realized there was a small gap by the window. Two hours later, I finally got out of bed and the fly was already gone. I was gonna whack it with my cheap shoe that I havn't worn since last summer.
(*￣ω￣)

Anyway, the Summer Art Show is next week and I still havn't displayed my work up yet. That's if I get the chance to. Since I keep hearing that my class may NOT be able to present our work. I didn't really mind since all I wanted to do is work hard in college. I don't really care whether my work gets to be shown towards the public or not. (￣-￣)ゞ But then again, I promised my cousin that I would take her to the Art Show to show her my work. Last year was different for me, because I joined the college half a year late, I wasn't bothered with putting much effort in my work because the teachers said they wouldn't start marking my work until I enroll again on the next year. (･∀･") Well, atleast I've made alot of great friends and became close with alot of them.

So far, I've been spending this weekend trying to finish my second sketch-book for my FMP(Final Major Project). I know, I know ..I've been working pretty slow lately. (≧﹏≦") I guess when Summer's here, the heat has been weigh-ing me down and it starts to cause myself to sleep more and work less. Haha, you can easily imagine me not having a job if I keep this up. So I should keep working hard, not only to make myself proud of my achievements, but also for my friends, family and my boyfriend. （=´・ω・）Only because I don't like being looked down at.

This year has been exciting for me. On May 24, 2008, it was my first time going to an Anime Convention at the London Expo. I've met so many interesting people and took SO many pictures. I even kept in touch with some people too! I saw many people holding up "Free Hugs!" signs, hehe. They all look so cute, and personally, I love hugs and do anything to get one or more! o(・ω・´●) So I just kept hugging random people. While I was inside the Expo, it was really crowded and I kept clinging onto my friend's arm so that we don't get separated. Then some random guy behind me, whispered into my ear "Free Hugs ..". I got scared because it sounded like the Boogey-man was about to eat me. (o-o*) So I dragged my friend with me and quickly walked off. I was dressed as a casual Lolita girl, holding a Gloomy Bear (Winter Edition), with a blind-fold. The next convention happens to be on October 25-26. I can't wait to go again! I'll most probably be wearing a Visual Kei / Kera / Decora Fashion (Or all mixed into one?), also thinking of putting eye make-up on my right eye, and wearing my Hello Kitty face mask which covers the bottom half of my face. Like the SARS mask! Remember SARS? No? (o^∇^o)ﾉ Nevermind.